2021.09.22 07:39 IzagUrdum Selling my old English 4 books
2021.09.22 07:39 SlyFrauline Being hospitalized makes you a winner??
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2021.09.22 07:39 MrNayar Que les parece
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2021.09.22 07:39 mrfoxxx3 feeling despair in my relationship
Ive been with my woman for 5 years. Each of those years have had their own unique hardships, over the course of this relationship ive attempted to break up with her 4 times. Usually in the event we get into an argument where i feel as though im getting past my boiling point because i dont want to allow anyone to bring me to such a point. I was hospitalized once for a stress related breakdown. I never want to feel that way again. I havent been the perfect boyfriend but i try my damn hardest. Ive dealt with an anger issue. Struggled with depression/anxiety/ ptsd. Trauma from past relationships. And i feel like emotionally this is the hardest one, the sex is good. I have no complaints in that department. Shes loyal shes kind mostly. She always says she loves me. But disagreements i cant handle. Theres always residual negative energy or things feel like they are hung over my head, i deal with passive aggression and condescending tones when these disagreements arise. I try to explain what makes me comfortable. What doesnt. But its usually flipped on me and Essentially me wanting space feels like a negative. But i dont want to be in an environment where i feel as though theres always some kind of tension. So sometimes we dont see each other for days at a time because i need to recharge before giving someone my presence again. And god forbid i get angry because then my anguish and reaction are seen as self inflicted. As if i want to be angry. Or wish to be in this conflict. The only reason i havent ended things permanently is because i genuinely love her. Sometimes. Shits just hard. Feels like any time i express my feelings. Theres either a. "Well i feel this way" or me feeling how i feel makes her feel a way. I just usually end up regretting any statement that i say that begins with "i feel" but at the end of the day. She is good to me. She supports me. As of lately being depressed has my libido out of whack. And i feel bad because she always says she wants me and stuff like that... and i do my best to try to spend time with her. I do my best to give her what she wants. Because she always tells me. "I dont ask for much" which is true. Sometimes i just feel worthless because there are times i feel resented because im isolating myself to feel better. Because i scrape myself together everyday. To go to work. To stay in shape. Im often told depression tells me lies. But how can i help but not feel bad because. Its like im expected to just get over the sinking feeling and emptyness overnight. I have good days and bad. We get along mostly but a majority of the time i feel tired. And i would like to not feel like i gotta put my foot in my mouth after expressing how i feel. Or regretting getting something off my chest. I really want/ need this relationship to work because. She says i make her happy and im her person. We have a son together. . And id hate to make her upset. Deep down i always feel like she can do better than me. Find someone happier and in a better headspace. Deep down i feel like nothing i do would keep her happy or satiate her. I try my best to open up. But i don't like regretting sharing certain things if i really needed to get it off my chest. I know on good days. We're good. Bad days are horrible. Feels like we're bouncing depressive energy off each other like tennis. And sometimes i really need A positive attitude to help me. Some days i feel like im forcing myself to be around people when im not ready. Or spending time with her when i still feel empty.... and i always feel guilt for saying how something made me feel. One incident. When she gets upset with me she drives recklessly. Instead of saying whats on her mind she bottles it up. And i told her when you drive like that it makes me feel like you don't give a shit about my life because ive been in accidents before with other people driving. She said what i said hurt her. And i just feel like an asshole for wanting to not crash. So its like when i feel a way about something regarding her it subsequently upsets her in a way
Im just at a loss because. It feels like i make her unhappy and miserable yet shes telling me all she wants me to do is hold her and love her but something keeps giving me doubt. When she says. Its okay. Im not sure if it really is or if shes miserable just waiting for me to come out of my funk. Id like to just feel better and get a happily ever after
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2021.09.22 07:39 MoldyLawyer My girlfriend doesn't invite me on holidays with her friends
Hey guys so I'm a little unsure what to do. I've been with my first for over a year now, and she's always wanted to keep me seperated from her work/friend nights, I'm usually okay with it because it's not entirely my thing with what they do but I've said to her a few times that I'd like to be invited every now and again just to know everyone and not feel like a miss out on a good time. She's always usually against it saying that it's her thing and that space is good in a relationship and that she's not ready to do things together like that yet. I try my best to respect her wishes there but I find it hard not to feel like I'm missing out especially since she never tries to invite (Also part of the issue is that her sister goes to these things who isn't very fond of me)
But to get to the title, shes started going on like 4 day to a week holidays with them, going to the coast and out to sport events and partying all weekend, with her usual crew but also other guy co-workers she hardly knows. Now I find this very uncomfortable, partly because my own insecurity but also because I just want to be included on things that are as fun as that. But again she won't invite me and says it's a co-worker friend only thing. Now I don't know what to do because It really makes me uncomfortable and I feel real left out and a bit unsure of the whole thing but she's really adamant about going to these things alone because she doesn't want to miss out or rock the boat.
What do you think I should do, am I being insecure and selfish? Is she showing that she doesn't really care about how it makes me feel. How do I talk about it with her and should I break up with her if it bothers me so much?
Sorry for the long read I'll appreciate any advice
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2021.09.22 07:39 JaguarSelect TIFU by falling off the wagon
I've been sober for about 3 years.
I'm on vacation right now, the first I've had since I was a kid. So it started with a beer at dinner last night. Then a beer at the hotel bar.
Then tonight I had a booze-infused shake, then a beer, then a shot, then a beer, then another shot. I'm back to square one now. Fuck.
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2021.09.22 07:39 kingduckxx Tears in the rain, in the rain, without being in the rain.
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2021.09.22 07:39 Swag22OA How to contact Peltmc?
2021.09.22 07:39 dreadpiratesmith Why did they force something no one wanted in Endgame?
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2021.09.22 07:39 Negative_Tangelo_349 Hello people, I really need an answer to a really dumb question, and its the form factor. Height is 14 - 14.5 inch, Length is 16 inch, Width is 4 inch. Its a dell optiplex 990 but I dont know its form factor. Any kind souls out there willing to tell me the 100% accurate form factor of this PC please
2021.09.22 07:39 RadiantNinjask [WP] You work at a store that sells superpowers, out of boredom or malice you start tossing a few high end powers into the bargain bin.
2021.09.22 07:39 prawnbiryani 💗☁🍦🌸🧁🤍🦩
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2021.09.22 07:39 outerspaceshack New: Managing quality of life of base modules in Outer Space Shack.
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2021.09.22 07:39 RLCD-Bot [Titanium White R3MX GXT] [R3MX: Sally] [Orange Quasar] [Orange Tremor: Inverted]
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2021.09.22 07:39 bluedarb Sally Dangelo - Sneaky Grandma
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2021.09.22 07:39 goodbyesoliel Ti amo jackets were on sale??
I was looking for merch and noticed they brought back the satin jackets. When were they on sale?? I've been trying to get a hold of this jacket for years.
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2021.09.22 07:39 Privacy_74 DHS Secretary Addresses "Cattle-Herding" Of Haitian Migrants By Border A...
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2021.09.22 07:39 SHTOINKS191 Trade opinions
2021.09.22 07:39 Blockedsquad 【リングフィット アドベンチャー】運動したくありません #02【運動不足】
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2021.09.22 07:39 Fangio_The_Master Depeche Mode - Black Celebration (1986)
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2021.09.22 07:39 Sea_Section_4038 Pre-Orders💕!
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2021.09.22 07:39 Mapleyy On this day in 2019: Saïd Benrahma → Mason Mount → Harry Wilson → Craig Bryson → Harry Wilson
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2021.09.22 07:39 the961com Today’s Lebanese Lira/US Dollar Exchange Rate: September 22nd, 2021
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2021.09.22 07:39 planetsmasher86 The Most Controversial Player in Sports
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